Well it is the end of another year already, feels like this it has gone by in a flash, a blur of miscommunication, average decision making, anxiety and stress. I am pretty happy to see the back of it really, but the year was also filled with some monumental moments of self discovery , I guess failure really is a great teacher. If I sound pretty negative about the whole thing, it is just at this point in time I am 1200 kilometres from home sitting in a McDonalds (using their free Wifi) on New Years Eve, my own. Not exactly how I planned things.

Anyhoo, enough of my lamenting. If you find yourself this day alone, or lonely I guess it is a good time to quietly reflect if this is a choice, and potentially a good thing. Being out and about on this giant hyped up party night is not always what it is cracked up to be. Big crowds, excess, and eventual disappointment looms, an expensive and over exaggerated load of shite. In fact If you could just spend a quiet evening in the presence of someone you love you are doing pretty well. I do after all have plans later to spend a great night with a few awesome people, so I contradict myself.

Now I know I am coming off as super confused, but I guess I am using this latest blog to expel my negative emotions and move forward into a positive and productive New Year. A cleaning or cleansing of the soul. After all this is really what a fresh start the 1st of January of each year brings, hope and a chance for a new beginning. I am certainly going to put my best foot forward and try to make this coming year a good one. After all it is my choices alone that create my reality. Happy New Year and may the world and myself and all the people I love move forward on to bigger and better things.